Ever feel like a passenger in a speeding car? Never stopping, always just passing through - eye darting between map and speedometer, mind already preoccupied with the next town?
I knew life would speed up after the book came out, but I forgot by just how much. There was a trip to New York, then Philadelphia, then San Francisco - fabulous journeys all. In between there have been conversations with bloggers and podcasters and radio personalities where I've tried my best to speak in complete sentences. And along the way I have met so many people - genuinely lovely souls - whose smiles and stories still echo in my mind.
I'm home for just long enough to do laundry, repack, turn another page in my calendar and pet the cat, toss more apples on the compost pile (sigh) and make a quick pit-stop at the dentist and optometrist. Then, vroom vroom, back on the road again. This time to the Finger Lakes region of New York for the 10th annual Knitter's Review Retreat. This marks the icing on an extremely large and beloved cake, and I've been so looking forward to it.
All this travel has given me a lot of time to think. To gaze out of windows and briefly pass through other people's worlds without ever settling in. It can be lonely, but also quite freeing. In her blog Orangette, Molly Wizenberg recently described this sensation as Bonus Time:
"You’re in the plane or the train, and you can see the world outside the window, and you’re hurtling through it, but it’s very far away, impossible to reach. Inside, your movements are limited, but time feels oddly expansive, as though you’re getting an extra minute for every three. You’ve escaped from normal time, and your reward is a chance to just sit and relax, or read, or listen to music, or sleep. Or maybe you’ll have to do some work, but it moves along with less friction than usual, because you’re in Bonus Time, and it’s roomy in there."
I really like that description. Once you've untied the ropes and pushed your little ship away from the dock, there is a peculiar sense of roominess that takes hold. I'll be enjoying more than 22 hours of Bonus Time in the coming week as I travel to and from the KR Retreat. I welcome the travel time to think and dream, process and scheme.
And then? Possibly the prettiest four-letter word ever spoken in the English language: home.
Love this so much.
ReplyDeleteSuch a wonderful post. I'm reminded that I need a train trip soon. sigh.
ReplyDeleteYour words touched a nerve. In the next couple of months I will be traveling alot for family obligations - not business which is better. And worse.
ReplyDeleteI hope you get back to 'home' soon.
Ah...ending with the best four letter word: home. Thanks for this thoughtful post today.
ReplyDeleteIndeed. "H-O-M-E" is a sweet sweet word. I, too, have just returned from San Francisco and couldn't help feeling "there's no place like home." Enjoy your travels and then enjoy that precious space called home.
ReplyDeleteTressa in NC
How I share your feelings! I was away from home for two weeks and this weekend is a pit stop before the beloved KR retreat :)
ReplyDeleteBeautiful post. Made me really stop and think. Thanks so much!
ReplyDeleteLovely quote and sentiment. Traveling has always been freeing for me. And, yes, home is a wonderful place - to come back to. First I have to leave, then come back. Like a cosmic slinky joke, never entirely settled in either place.
ReplyDeleteI really love the idea of bonus time! I'll be flying on Tuesday, heading east toward the annual Thanksgiving swing through Massachusetts, New York and New Jersey, and I think I'll look differently at the time on the plane this time around.
ReplyDeleteIt is a gift for me to find your photo and word pictures this morning. Thanks for sharing both...helping me unwrap my appreciation for life as it sweeps me along.
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